Numb

I was gonna say I feel n.u.m.b. But then that would be WRONG. Because numb is not being able to feel anything. And I cannot possibly feel the absence of feeling can I? That would be like keeping something that was never even there to begin with. Genius. I feel numb.

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A simple life

October 2005 When I was little I never dreamt big. All I wanted was something so simple, it didn’t need wishing wells and magic spells. It was a dream that I’d never told anyone.  Even my mother never knew about it. I never shared it to my friends because I knew they would never understand. [...]

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Fried Ice Cream

Here I go again. Restless. Helpless. A walking contradiction of myself. Calm and composed on the outside, freaking out like hell inside–but only for the time being. A fraction of a second later I’d be all hyped-up as if I could bring the world down with one hand, while in fact deep down inside, I’d [...]

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Boulder from nowhere

While all of the outside world sees me as the cold, unmoving rock needless of anything but itself to survive this ruthless world, I sit alone in a dark corner blaming me for bringing it to myself.  And yet I remain so vain and proud, that I could not even bring myself to admit it [...]

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