Beer. A lot of beer. That, man, is what I badly need right now. I just wish to drown myself in the magnificent golden liquid and just forget about this cruel world. One of the hardest things to do in this world is to expect. Even harder is when you expect for something because it [...]
Archive for the ‘General’ Category
Tower, Please
Posted in General, Sad Blogs, tagged beer, challenges, life, sad, thoughts, unknown on April 9, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Flat Out
Posted in General, Sad Blogs, tagged challenges, life, sad, sleepless, thoughts on April 9, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Who ever said life is a wheel, I couldn’t agree more with. And I wouldn’t have all the conviction if I haven’t been there. Down, up, over and under. Rolling up, rolling down, rolling forward and further. But right now I’m just at a time when I seem to be at the bottom and it [...]
I Tried Not To Ramble But Was Unsuccessful
Posted in General, Mad Blogs, tagged life, mad, sad, thoughts on April 9, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve been stuck in this freaking apartment for four days straight now. I honestly think I’m starting to hear the walls talk. The family in the flat adjacent to ours, who also happens to own the rest of the residential compound, suddenly decided to do a major renovation to their space. Unfortunately we’re sharing a [...]
Guy Lines II: The Liquid Sosa Collection
Posted in Funny Blogs, General, Happy Blogs, tagged boys, college, dating, life on March 21, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
This is a sequel to my blog entry, Guy Lines, which is a collection of banat-like lines that guys have, believe it or not, actually used with me. This time however, it’s going to be my lines against theirs. These are very true and actual conversations. Some from a long time ago (way before all [...]
That Mysterious Kzzzt!
Posted in General, Uncategorized, tagged friends, life, memories, paranoia, people, thoughts, unknown, weird on March 19, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Sometimes I can’t help but wonder, could mental telepathy actually be real? Some nights ago, for some unknown reason, with like a sudden jolt of electricity that hit me, I remembered a friend from way back in college and I just couldn’t stop thinking about him. We haven’t seen each other for some time now [...]
Touching down
Posted in General, Uncategorized, tagged challenges, fears, life, movie on March 19, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve just finished watching Any Given Sunday. I got the original DVD copy as a freebie when I got this laptop. I never really paid attention to it until tonight. See, that’s what happens when you have nothing better to do—you rummage through your stuff until you find something interesting enough to kill your time [...]
Wicked Weekend
Posted in Funny Blogs, General, Happy Blogs, tagged beach, boys, night out, party on March 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Last night was crazy. It was a wicked weekend with my sisters. It’s been a while since I had that much fun. I had a really grand time. After toasting ourselves under the sun and a quick change, we were up for the beach party scene. We went from one bar to another, talked and [...]
Banana Pancakes
Posted in General, Happy Blogs, tagged love, rain, song on March 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I wish one day, someone would sing me Banana Pancakes. I love how it sounds and what it’s actually saying. I am not a fan of going out when it’s raining so when I heard this song I just realized it would be nice to hear it from someone who would actually mean the words. [...]
Protected: My Favorite Things
Posted in General, Happy Blogs, tagged favorite things, love on March 16, 2009 |
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Pinnocchioville
Posted in General, Mad Blogs, Sad Blogs, tagged people on March 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’m just tired of insincere people. It’s always the same. They will say one thing and then do another. Believe them and you’ll look like a fool. Ignore them and they’ll make you feel like you’re the most uncaring tightass in the world. While being there without actually taking them seriously would make you go, [...]
Moon moment
Posted in General, Happy Blogs, tagged memories, moon, thoughts on March 11, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
The moon looks exceptionally beautiful tonight. Maybe because it’s full. And with the summer sky behind it, it couldn’t get any more wonderful. I have always loved the sight of the moon. I could stare at it for hours at a time without getting tired at all, full or otherwise. It’s just amazing. It digs [...]
Protected: Lily
Posted in Funny Blogs, General on March 6, 2009 |
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Holding Back
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on March 3, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Often, holding back and later on being proven that it’s a wise decision consoles you with the idea that you just saved yourself from being hurt big time. The sad part about it is that at one point you actually considered not holding back and now you realize that either way it hurts all the [...]
Yesterday’s Haunting
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on March 3, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I just might be being haunted by Time that came and went unnoticed. I feel it’s trying to make me relive some moments for my pondering. I can’t sleep. For the past few days I’ve felt my body clock slowly returning to normal. I’ve been sleeping early and I’ve been waking up in time for [...]
Issues
Posted in Food Talk, General, Mad Blogs on March 3, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I know. I have self-control issues. See, uncontrollable sugar loading making me hyperactive and insomniac is one thing but impulsive shopping for junk food making me dye my own hair is another. Earlier, I went out to have my hair done. I was thinking of cutting it really short or doing something really different. Instead [...]
Hot and Cold
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on March 1, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Change. Change. Change. Everything seems to change too often, too fast that I’m not sure if I could still catch up. The ugly cruel world aside, going even just inside (just inside) my pretty little brittle skull, thoughts are just always changing every minute jumping from one idea to another, saying yes then no and [...]
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Guy Lines
Posted in Funny Blogs, General on January 22, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Actual lines delivered by real-life Romeos, almost Romeos and Romeo-wannabes as experienced first-hand by yours truly, ranging from the creepiest and dumbest to the mushiest and funniest. They are however not arranged in order. You be the judge which is which. And here you go: (On a date, after a kiss) Me: Anong iniisip mo? [...]
Morning Low
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on January 17, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
January 17, 2009, 6:00 am I woke up wishing I had not woken up at all. I barely slept. I had abdominal cramps. I had a bad cold I was breathing through my mouth. My head was thumping in pain and I had to drag my ass out of bed to get the nebulizer for [...]
Morning High
Posted in General, Happy Blogs on January 17, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
January 16, 2009, 7:30 am I woke up with a smile in my heart and a song in my head. Laa dee daa…Dum de dum de daa.. It’s such a beautiful beautiful day! The sun is so up and shining. I hear birds chirping just outside the window and I have the whole day ahead [...]
I Dated My Boss for Christmas
Posted in Funny Blogs, General, Happy Blogs on January 14, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I know you must be thinking “oh no she didn’t!” but I so totally did. But let me say it again to make it clear. I (accidentally) dated my (ex-)boss last Christmas. Or did I just make it more complicated? I seem to be soo good at that. Making things complicated. So if you’ll ask [...]
I won
Posted in General on December 19, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I won not because of fate. Not because of luck. But because I chose to. Winning is not always about just betting or plainly taking chances and getting Lady luck by your side. Sometimes you also have to work on it. Winning is an end result. Which means there is an in-between series of events [...]
Trip to Jerusalem
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on November 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
And the journey continues. I have come to decide to leave and move on from one phase of my life to another. It’s been a short-lived affair with the real world. Two years. Taught me a lot of things. Gained me new friends. Made me appreciate more of life. But not enough to make me [...]
You Think Your Ex Hates You?
Posted in General on November 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Hatred is a very strong emotion. And when that’s what you have for someone you were once intimate with, it means passion still exists. It’s just channeled differently. You are so angry, because you still care. Often, you get angry with yourself for caring. You can’t let it go emotionally so you use anger to [...]
Protected: My name is Mirage
Posted in General on November 24, 2008 |
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Almost A Love Story, Weeks Later
Posted in Funny Blogs, General on November 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
He hasn’t stopped following me since. Several times he held me up on my way home so we could talk. And yes, it was still about the kiss! He totally couldn’t get over it. But I always told him the same thing. It was nothing. Let it go. But he just wouldn’t. For about a [...]
Almost A Love Story, Three, Four Days Later
Posted in Funny Blogs, General on November 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Days after that liberating move, I went to work with my head up high, all relieved and redeemed. It felt like I was starting with a clean slate. I knew I got my message across loud and clear: “Do not mess with me. I am just as capable of doing things you thought only you [...]
Almost a Love Story
Posted in Funny Blogs, General on November 9, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Geez I know. I’m not even supposed to be talking about this. It happened five, six months ago and it’s so history. But it’s kindof sweet and funny. So I figured I should blog it down anyway. —————– He caught my attention the first time I saw him. Not for anything else but simply because [...]
First in a Long Time
Posted in General, Happy Blogs, Sad Blogs on October 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It’s been a while since I last posted. I have been without a computer for about a month now. My sister is working on her thesis and her computer is down so she had to borrow mine. A lot has happened in the past month I can’t even begin to think where to start. It’s [...]
Tell Me Your Dreams
Posted in Funny Blogs, General on September 17, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Lisape: I had a haircut. I had it cut short. No messy layers, no bangs, no side parts, no nonsense. It’s supposed to be a wash-and-go kind of style. And tomorrow I will have it colored. For a change. Maybe bright blonde? I don’t know. Something different. Off from my usual. What do you think? [...]
Short Circuit
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on August 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve been staring at this blank page for what seems to be hours now but my hands are just incapable of typing anything today. Just like how my brain cells have been so dead for the past few days. Or make that weeks. On an ordinary day my fingers would have typed endlessly the second [...]
The Water Cycle
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on August 22, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I am a water molecule. And the temperature is near boiling point. Again. I am unstable. Just bouncing around. Letting myself be taken to wherever the unbearable pressure brings me. Just like always. It’s impossible to resist. It’s fate. A water molecule doesn’t get to decide for itself what form it must take. It doesn’t [...]
Specimen XY-OO: Decoded
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on July 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
He’s not any different after all. Probably a little more resistant and stubborn, but nevertheless he’s still made of the same stuff. Same genetic sequence, just tougher scales. He made it as far as distracting me, making me believe for two seconds that he may actually be a mutant–who can change my theory on XY’s–which [...]
Bad times, bad times
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on July 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
When you think about it, there really is nothing to think about. But it’s there. It fills your head. You know nothing’s wrong. But it doesn’t feel right either. Nothing really happened but it started. This is not good. This is so much like the bad times with ***. The feeling that eats you out [...]
THE XY PROJECT
Posted in General on July 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Just when I was about to do my final say on this much-debated and controversial thesis of mine about the XY’s, with me being so confident that I have decoded each one of them, concluding they are all made up of the same stuff and will probably not undergo any kind of evolution for another [...]
Disconnected
Posted in General on July 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I missed Bumblebee. Two weeks without it feels like I’ve been disconnected from the world forever.
Papercut
Posted in General on July 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
This is not good. I’m obsessing on paper again. It’s an uncontrollable desire to hoard paper. Pen and paper. The burning urge to scribble is back. Something must be bugging me. I don’t know. I’m not sure. But it sure feels like something needs to be vented out. I hate this. It feels familiar. Feels [...]
Missing
Posted in General, Sad Blogs, tagged beer, elbi, fun, missing, night out, sad on June 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I had a night out with my officemates last night somewhere in Antipolo. The ambience was nice and the view was just perfect. We got a private little place overlooking the city night lights. The food was good, there was beer, videoke, jokes flowing, all the ingredients to have a fun Friday night. It was [...]
Goodbye in An Easy-Open Can
Posted in General, Sad Blogs, tagged detached, fears, friends, goodbye, life, people on June 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
One of the reasons why I choose to be emotionally detached from the people around me is that I hate goodbyes. I mean, I know everybody does… nobody really loves goodbyes but… it’s just something that I really just can’t stand. See, when you attach yourself, you invest on emotions and friendship and all that [...]
Sleepover at Kathy’s
Posted in General, Happy Blogs on June 13, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
06/13 Whee! I’m here in Kat’s room. It’s sleepover night tonight. Only we’re not sleeping. It’s quarter to five in the morning and we’re still talking. It’s one of those unplanned sleep overs. I’m actually not supposed to be here. I’m supposed to be babysitting my niece and my nephew in Pasig. But oh well, [...]
Good Night
Posted in General, Happy Blogs on June 7, 2008 | 1 Comment »
This is funny. I was looking (or make that ogling) at my crush’s picture. (I grabbed it from his social networking profile and used it as my desktop display. Yeah, I know. It’s sick.) I said, “One day…I will get to taste you one day…”, while I ran my fingers across the screen. Then my [...]
Junk House
Posted in General on June 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I am SOO pooped! I started cleaning my apartment last night and I didn’t finish until late this afternoon. I never thought I had that much junk in the house. I just realized this is actually the first time I cleaned the house since I moved in. I mean REALLY clean. I never really had [...]
Food Talk
Posted in Food Talk, General, tagged food on June 2, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I just love food. I mean, who doesn’t? I love almost all kinds of food. I am not a picky eater. I devour almost anything. Just as long as it’s not raw and still moving. I love fast food. It has been a staple for the last couple of years of my life. It’s my [...]
My Dad is One of Them
Posted in Funny Blogs, General on June 2, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
At around ten this morning my dad dropped by my apartment and left some documents for my sister to sign. He didn’t even bother to come in. He just handed them out to me like a mailman. He was there for not even three minutes. He said my aunts and cousins are in the car [...]
Awesome
Posted in General, Happy Blogs on June 2, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
My long-lost-and-found crush and I are so talking again. We are so texting. He is so fun to talk to because I can say pretty much anything that pops in my head. I am so flirting with him to the highest heavens and he is so okay with it. He’s so cool. I know he [...]
Freak-O
Posted in General, Mad Blogs on June 2, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I have this freaky office mate. Oooh, I just hate him. He always has this dumb look in his face and a creepy grin. I hate the way he talks, like he’s always trying to sound cute when he’s not. Not at all. I hate the way his voice sounds, like he’s always trying to [...]
Keep Bleeding…In The Dark
Posted in General, Sad Blogs, tagged paranoia, sleepless, unknown on May 1, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
4:41 am Tick tock tick tock. There’s really no better and faster way to lose your mind than suddenly being awakened by the unknown at the most unholy hour with nothing else around you but silence. Endless deafening silence. I turned the player on to get some music going. It said, keep bleeding…keep, keep bleeding…keep [...]
Of Love and Luck
Posted in General, Sad Blogs, tagged disease, love on May 1, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’m lucky I never look for love. It just always finds me, and never fails to make its way. Only it’s just almost always too late when I realize I’ve actually been found. And when I do it’s just either I’ve already thrown it away not knowing what it was or I’ve already smothered it [...]
Flames to Dust
Posted in General, Sad Blogs, tagged letting go, los baños, UPLB on May 1, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
04/10/2008 It’s been more than a year since I moved out of my apartment in elbi. But it’s only now that I actually feel I’m leaving. That’s because I never really did. I mean I may have packed my bags and went some other place but I always came back. Whenever I have the chance [...]
In Memory of Doc ***** and Others
Posted in Funny Blogs, General, tagged school, student, UPLB, wandering thoughts on April 15, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I was throwing away some of my old stuff the other day. I found some of my old thoughts written on scraps of paper. Here’s one, which was written during one of my 7am classes some years ago: Stop yawning and don’t rub your eyes how ever watery they already are. It will just worsen [...]
