Beer. A lot of beer. That, man, is what I badly need right now. I just wish to drown myself in the magnificent golden liquid and just forget about this cruel world. One of the hardest things to do in this world is to expect. Even harder is when you expect for something because it [...]
Archive for the ‘Sad Blogs’ Category
Tower, Please
Posted in General, Sad Blogs, tagged beer, challenges, life, sad, thoughts, unknown on April 9, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Flat Out
Posted in General, Sad Blogs, tagged challenges, life, sad, sleepless, thoughts on April 9, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Who ever said life is a wheel, I couldn’t agree more with. And I wouldn’t have all the conviction if I haven’t been there. Down, up, over and under. Rolling up, rolling down, rolling forward and further. But right now I’m just at a time when I seem to be at the bottom and it [...]
Pinnocchioville
Posted in General, Mad Blogs, Sad Blogs, tagged people on March 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’m just tired of insincere people. It’s always the same. They will say one thing and then do another. Believe them and you’ll look like a fool. Ignore them and they’ll make you feel like you’re the most uncaring tightass in the world. While being there without actually taking them seriously would make you go, [...]
Holding Back
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on March 3, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Often, holding back and later on being proven that it’s a wise decision consoles you with the idea that you just saved yourself from being hurt big time. The sad part about it is that at one point you actually considered not holding back and now you realize that either way it hurts all the [...]
Yesterday’s Haunting
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on March 3, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I just might be being haunted by Time that came and went unnoticed. I feel it’s trying to make me relive some moments for my pondering. I can’t sleep. For the past few days I’ve felt my body clock slowly returning to normal. I’ve been sleeping early and I’ve been waking up in time for [...]
Hot and Cold
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on March 1, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Change. Change. Change. Everything seems to change too often, too fast that I’m not sure if I could still catch up. The ugly cruel world aside, going even just inside (just inside) my pretty little brittle skull, thoughts are just always changing every minute jumping from one idea to another, saying yes then no and [...]
Morning Low
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on January 17, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
January 17, 2009, 6:00 am I woke up wishing I had not woken up at all. I barely slept. I had abdominal cramps. I had a bad cold I was breathing through my mouth. My head was thumping in pain and I had to drag my ass out of bed to get the nebulizer for [...]
Trip to Jerusalem
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on November 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
And the journey continues. I have come to decide to leave and move on from one phase of my life to another. It’s been a short-lived affair with the real world. Two years. Taught me a lot of things. Gained me new friends. Made me appreciate more of life. But not enough to make me [...]
First in a Long Time
Posted in General, Happy Blogs, Sad Blogs on October 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It’s been a while since I last posted. I have been without a computer for about a month now. My sister is working on her thesis and her computer is down so she had to borrow mine. A lot has happened in the past month I can’t even begin to think where to start. It’s [...]
Short Circuit
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on August 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve been staring at this blank page for what seems to be hours now but my hands are just incapable of typing anything today. Just like how my brain cells have been so dead for the past few days. Or make that weeks. On an ordinary day my fingers would have typed endlessly the second [...]
The Water Cycle
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on August 22, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I am a water molecule. And the temperature is near boiling point. Again. I am unstable. Just bouncing around. Letting myself be taken to wherever the unbearable pressure brings me. Just like always. It’s impossible to resist. It’s fate. A water molecule doesn’t get to decide for itself what form it must take. It doesn’t [...]
Specimen XY-OO: Decoded
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on July 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
He’s not any different after all. Probably a little more resistant and stubborn, but nevertheless he’s still made of the same stuff. Same genetic sequence, just tougher scales. He made it as far as distracting me, making me believe for two seconds that he may actually be a mutant–who can change my theory on XY’s–which [...]
Bad times, bad times
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on July 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
When you think about it, there really is nothing to think about. But it’s there. It fills your head. You know nothing’s wrong. But it doesn’t feel right either. Nothing really happened but it started. This is not good. This is so much like the bad times with ***. The feeling that eats you out [...]
Missing
Posted in General, Sad Blogs, tagged beer, elbi, fun, missing, night out, sad on June 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I had a night out with my officemates last night somewhere in Antipolo. The ambience was nice and the view was just perfect. We got a private little place overlooking the city night lights. The food was good, there was beer, videoke, jokes flowing, all the ingredients to have a fun Friday night. It was [...]
Goodbye in An Easy-Open Can
Posted in General, Sad Blogs, tagged detached, fears, friends, goodbye, life, people on June 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
One of the reasons why I choose to be emotionally detached from the people around me is that I hate goodbyes. I mean, I know everybody does… nobody really loves goodbyes but… it’s just something that I really just can’t stand. See, when you attach yourself, you invest on emotions and friendship and all that [...]
Keep Bleeding…In The Dark
Posted in General, Sad Blogs, tagged paranoia, sleepless, unknown on May 1, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
4:41 am Tick tock tick tock. There’s really no better and faster way to lose your mind than suddenly being awakened by the unknown at the most unholy hour with nothing else around you but silence. Endless deafening silence. I turned the player on to get some music going. It said, keep bleeding…keep, keep bleeding…keep [...]
Of Love and Luck
Posted in General, Sad Blogs, tagged disease, love on May 1, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’m lucky I never look for love. It just always finds me, and never fails to make its way. Only it’s just almost always too late when I realize I’ve actually been found. And when I do it’s just either I’ve already thrown it away not knowing what it was or I’ve already smothered it [...]
Flames to Dust
Posted in General, Sad Blogs, tagged letting go, los baños, UPLB on May 1, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
04/10/2008 It’s been more than a year since I moved out of my apartment in elbi. But it’s only now that I actually feel I’m leaving. That’s because I never really did. I mean I may have packed my bags and went some other place but I always came back. Whenever I have the chance [...]
Wedding Bells from Four Years Ago
Posted in General, Happy Blogs, Sad Blogs, tagged bridesmaid, jealousy, wedding on April 15, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
When my eldest sister got married, I told her I was happy for her. And I really was. I knew it was one of the biggest, happiest moments of her life. But I also knew that after that event, she would already be someone else’s wife. And soon after for sure she will be a [...]
Nothing To Be Sad ABout
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on April 15, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I heard Nelly singing, “why do all good things come to an end?…” Well, I guess, the answer is simple: to make room for the better. And that’s always a good thing, so it’s nothing to be sad about. Or at least that’s how it’s supposed to be.
I Dream of Atlantis
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on March 27, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I wish to escape.I wish to just run away from everything I have, which, if I think about it, is actually nothing. I dream of conquering a place unreachable by the past, a land of which the future is yet to be predicted, and a paradise of which the only thing I have to face [...]
I Get To Die Another Day
Posted in General, Happy Blogs, Sad Blogs on March 27, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
03/14 Kat asked me to meet up with her earlier today. She borrowed my make up kit last week for her graduation and she had to return it. And because it’s official, she’s a student no more, which is something worth celebrating, we had lunch together. Her treat. After lunch we went window shopping to [...]
Grumpy
Posted in General, Mad Blogs, Sad Blogs on March 27, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
2/19 5:32am The air is so friggin’ cold. And I can’t stand it. I have a bad cold and I am breathing through my mouth. Even my lips are starting to crack. It’s windburn I guess. Ugh. A few more weeks to go and all this is going to be over. It’ll be summer. Oh [...]
Sleepy Sicko’s Twilight Thoughts
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on March 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
02/18 I don’t know what’s wrong with me. It’s 7:30pm and I’m just so sleepy. It’s like I haven’t slept for days. Only that’s just exactly the opposite of the truth. I’ve been hibernating for the last couple of days. I only even get out of bed to go to the bathroom. And still THIS. [...]
Eats Me
Posted in General, Sad Blogs on February 16, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Bam. There it goes again. Just like that. Two seconds was all it took to eat me up. All of me. Once again another flash of darkness. I was spiraled down the bottom of my much dreaded deep black well of i-don’t-even-know-what-to-call-it. After a long time of butterflies and sunshine I was again transported to [...]
